Tuesday, June 9, 2015

EVEN IN LIFE WE ARE IN DEATH

When you bicycle long-distance, eventually you'll notice them.  A white cross here, a couple of days later another one there. Simple white crosses stand as sentries at the side of our roads to tell a story.  Roadside deaths are especially heartbreaking----a drunken driver hits your loved one, a texting tragedy, a forgotten signal, too fast, too much testosterone, or just plain horsing around. But in the end these tragedies sit beside the road silently proclaiming a story of how fragile life really is.

Today I passed three markers all along a busy highway.  Grant was only 16 and when he died.  He'd probably jumped on his bike for a quick ride just north of Tucson, never dreaming that he would not return to his family.  Now his bike stands next to the road white like an angel.  A jar sits next to the flowers around his bike with a letter in it.

Jim was sixty-five when his fateful day arrived.   His bike, too, is painted in an eerie flat white hue.  He too marks the road--he was a bicyclist, he lived, loved, breathed, but the bike became his last companion.

But the most touching moment for me came at a quiet roadside under a shaded tree. A single tiny Christmas stocking hangs at an odd angle on a corner of the  white iron cross that sits over a bricked square, presumably where the child sleeps.  The child's cross faces the Angel of the Desert--the San Xavier Mission Church.

These roadside white markers remind us how precious life is and how fragile life can be.  As a bicyclist, I am always aware of the road--is the driver racing up behind me texting?  Veering toward the shoulder?  Do I need to ditch? Yet in that gossamer, flimsy line between life and death I have learned to put my trust in God.  If I am convinced of God and his larger vision that supercedes even life itself, then I can ride across the country in a confidence that more is riding on my life than this fragile life or in being just another roadside marker.  You minimize risk, but you become free of white-knuckling it through life, too afraid to risk or dare.

So next time you pass one of those white crosses or see the flowers and letters banking a roadside ending,  remember the fine line that separates us from two worlds But also remember  that there is One who loves you beyond the moon and back with
a love that won't let you go--even when a roadside marker stands as your silent
sentry.



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1 comment:

  1. I was reminded of that this year with the unusual number of flights I've had to take. On occasion, the air is choppy and the flight is very bumpy. Of course the first thought is "what if the plane crashes" and hold on to the seat white knuckled. It was a couple of flights ago that I was reminded that my life is the Lord and if it's my time to "transition to the next room", I don't need to be so afraid. Thanks for the eloquent reminder of that very fact. Love you.

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